"eve."

a blog entry all too familiar...the night before a final and here i am again. seriously...i should be studying but right now i feel as if i know what i need to know already. maybe that'll change in the hours prior to the final but i'll manage. i need to relax more because this is the most nervous i've been about a final. with all the drama that has happened with my class...losing our teacher (again) and being managed poorly by administration which led to a hours-long fight with our director of nursing...i can't help but feel the way i feel now. i seriously hope i can pull this off. i'm currently a percent or two below the passing mark (everyone is in a similar if not worse position) and i need to get an awesome grade on the final so i don't have to remediate. apart from this craziness...the week has been quite chill. had an impromptu picnic during lunch yesterday and went to the thai house today which was really delicious. i finally got to go around with the treatment nurse yesterday and i got to do some really cool stuff. i'd describe it but it might be a a little t.m.i. spent a part of class yesterday just chillin in the grass, discussing and taking notes. it was so peaceful that it was hard to believe i was still in school. i randomly shopped with tiff's mom at bath and body works. i had dinner with rachel tonight at chipotle (my first time). like always...we had a great conversation which is what we both needed. we ran into james and regina...then jibbs and matt when we went over to dq. chilled at dub's for awhile and here i am...9 hours away from my final. let's break that down...4 hours of sleep, 2 hours of getting ready for school and making the drive, and 3 hours of studying. loco status. apart from hoping and waiting anxiously for my fate with school...i'm planning to have some great adventures and moments during this four-day weekend. eric's back from oregon and is hosting a pot luck. the rvca sale is going on. lakers-celtics series begins. there's talk of a grove/karoake night. damn...now i'm more excited than ever to get past the next 9 hours. until then...i bid you all a good night. aloha!